The storm being your life during work. Your shitshow of a job – 5 day workweek. Because you’re not wokring for yourself and you hate your life. You’re not doing what YOU want to do -> you’re a prisoner ~ just surviving until your time comes.
The more time you have at your job to think – to reflect on your life – the more depressed you get because you’re not “too busy” to stop and think. You are blessed with the opportunity.